I killed him when i was passing my early 17 years old, but that action make me automatically a murders? according with the social law it is a rotund yes, but according with myself survivance that means must complex because taht was the result of lots of direct and physical injuries he made to gain that not only to me but all others lovers ; that means the deeply and nasty inconscious project from a guy who claim it is my father (distant to be a real father more that progenitor because i m realy convinced i just came at this word as product of “macho” hotness after some lots of “presidente cuba libre” made they effects. He produce that project since the first day i show myself from my mothers cover, me and probably my nearly sister both but just because it borning means “more expense and responsability to carry–” ; I m the 5th of 4 brothers( sisters and brothers) combined.
After 17 years of violence from him (alway on the weakness subjects) , physiologic terrorism, every year no matter what — the day as the project came: I kill him such a dog, with a “garrote”, two hits direct on his head.
The reason: those append in the last movement he focking lunatic intent to injure my mother with a “cocacola” boutail. his first intent was to put direct on my mama’s head the first hit, fortunately he failed.
Today i m 18 years old withs height month closed in the “Cefereso” (Mexican jail nomination just for long time badguys enclosed) and my spectation to freedon will come not after 10 years leither.
